An Anniversary Memory- a poem

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By CMCastro

The wheelchair he depended on didn't bother me.
The wheelchair he depended on didn't bother me.

Today is our Anniversary.

Eight years ago. It was a rebound-

A way to escape One misery.

You were fun, You were charming In a sinister, in a Crafty kind of way.

You were an Artist, a Carpenter.

But seven bullets Nearly took your life

I was bold. I was daring.

When I was with you, I became another Person, only

Dedicated to Take care of you. Little did I know That your physical demise,

Your Kidney Failure Would turn you into Another Dr.Jekyll- Mr. Hyde.

I denied that you were possessed by Demons.

I remained the Virtuous Wife, regardless of what my children and my parents thought.

Very carefully I kept you hidden.

I kept low And nobody followed. But you abandoned my dog.

You Wrestled me with all your strength, and I fought back.

It didn't matter that you were Paraplegic.

But every time I left, you were gone riding your Wheelchair in style.

Taking handouts from strangers.

You tortured me mentally, And all I wanted was to be a Virtuous Wife.

THEN, I Got the Strength to get away. I ran away,

And never looked back.

On that cold damp day in December, You got on a train.

You took nothing with you.

Because they were chasing you.

The Thugs whom you promised to serve.

Now you are out of misery. Seven years later on New Years Eve, I prayed the Lord would

forgive you and give you peace.

THEN You Died the Next Day, according to The record.

I have Healed From your Abuse.

I will Remember Never to Desire to change for anyone else.


Copyright @2010 CMCastro

MAY YOU FOREVER REST IN PEACE, TOMMIE.

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CMCastro Hub Author 19 months ago

Hi Judicastro, I am fine. If you read this again, you will see that I say "Rest In Peace" at the end. My 2nd husband passed away this year on Jan. 1st and even though I was scarred from his mental abuse, and tormented by his erratic behavior due to his Kidney Failure and drug abuse in 2003, The Lord has healed me completely. Thanks for your prayers, Christina.

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Judicastro Level 1 Commenter 19 months ago

Hi Christine, I finally made it over to read this. How very sad honey. I am so sorry. Pray you are well.

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Justsilvie Level 4 Commenter 20 months ago

Emotionally packed!

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Ken R. Abell Level 2 Commenter 20 months ago

That is so jam-packed with emotion that it's difficult to say what it stirred in me. It most definitely makes me think about living, loving, losing--the stuff of life. Thanks for sharing this excellent poem.

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